Spoiled

So here is my first post for this, as Andy said, epic Epic of epic-ness. You will have to forgive my British spellings and phrases, if they crop up. One thing about working in communications in England is that you can't afford to keep your old spellings, so I have phased out my American Zs and added some Us to words that normally don't have them.

My relationship history is not exactly extensive, but it is a bit complicated. Let's just say there are some things in it of which I'm not very proud. Even though it was hard admitting this to him, he was so patient and understanding; it felt like more than I deserved. It seems strange that it's only been a month that we've been speaking, because I can tell that our bond is growing exponentially. Although the distance is going to be a major bummer, especially after we finally meet in a couple weeks, I think it will ensure that our bond is set in stone by the time I move back to Arizona. As you can see in the poll on the right, that could be as soon as next week.

As I'm looking for a new job, I'm trying to find a contract that will get me home next year. The problem is there are fewer contract jobs than there are permanent jobs, and whatever length I get, I will have to work to its completion. I'm not financially stable enough to move back to Arizona right now, so I don't know what's going to happen. I hope it becomes more clear in the next few weeks.

Not to try and one-up him, but I think that I will be continually amazed at how great Andy is as time goes on. All those years I prayed to God for someone who was just right for me, and true to form, God delivered and then some. I feel like I'm a bit spoiled, because even from this brief interaction I can tell that he is someone who will bless me in a lot of ways.

I hope this was interesting enough for a first post. I've always found that my writing is not very creative; more of just a description of the few things I'm worrying about at any given point. I'm sure in a couple weeks I'll have something to write on for days on end. That is, of course the epic first meeting of the Gibboris.

Until then, my faithful reader(s).